I am here
Or am I really
I am drowning in emotions
In the feelings that others push upon me
Am i really important
Or just a plaything
Im feeling that way
Why do they trample to own me
Why cant they be happy without
Having me as a lover?
I am worthless
Just an object so it seems
Of desire
But why?
I am Pandora's box
I suppose
I am lost
In the affections of others
The affections i dont want
I am something to be jealous of?
Since when?
Whyre girls reining their boyfriends
Away from me
When i dont want to
Steal them
I am alone
For i cant tell
Anyone about this shame
This embarrassment
I am not able to handle this
I just want this
Misery
To en
I am here
Or am I really
I am drowning in emotions
In the feelings that others push upon me
Am i really important
Or just a plaything
Im feeling that way
Why do they trample to own me
Why cant they be happy without
Having me as a lover?
I am worthless
Just an object so it seems
Of desire
But why?
I am Pandora's box
I suppose
I am lost
In the affections of others
The affections i dont want
I am something to be jealous of?
Since when?
Whyre girls reining their boyfriends
Away from me
When i dont want to
Steal them
I am alone
For i cant tell
Anyone about this shame
This embarrassment
I am not able to handle this
I just want this
Misery
To en